friendship.

what would you do if your friends turn out sour, stab you in the back and spread nasty shits about you? a friend that you have been so familiar with then decides to talk about secret things about you and then just spread the secret around to other people- people here referring to strangers you never met.

friends.

they can be your worst enemy. THE WORST.

i've seen what friends can do. i've seen and i'm seeing the power of friendship; how it can destroy or create a person. i'm not going to focus on the good side of friendship because we all know that side. what about the bad side? the bad side we all have been blinded by the word that is called friendship or brotherhood or sisterhood or whatever you may wanna call it.

if i have a friend, who wants to spread nasty things about me i'd fuckin' kill that person. like, kill. maybe i trust people too soon and too much. my fault too.

i've seen my brothers becoming people they are not just because they were influenced by their friends. they became people that i feared. i was angry at them. but thank God they've changed. 

would you still be friends with someone who would destroy your life when you have come to that realization that they are capable of doing as such? if i were in that situation maybe i won't be friends. but you know, life's so fuckin' complicated. very complicated. 

friends. you can't live with them, you can't live without them.

p.s: the idea of being friends.