me?

have you ever feel like sometimes, when you're in a crowd, surrounded by people both familiar and not familiar,  you're just there for the sake of being there? even when you feel an inkling sense of belonging, you feel all lost and confused. beneath your smiles and laughters, you are searching for you, your own self and as you dive deeper, you begin to find out that the people you're close with has changed you and with that as well, you have changed yourself. bit by bit, little by little, the things that make oneself, one, corrodes and is replaced by personalities developed by those you've come into contact with.

so ask yourself this, in a secluded, quiet place in the dead of the night, who are you really? because honestly sometimes, the person we thought we are, aren't really us at all.

p.s: sometimes, i don't know who i really am anymore.