lesson learnt.

i was blinded by agony

not seeing someone right in front of me

the one who's always been faithful

holding me closely

while i wasted my tears for a heart breaker

you were there to hold me all through the night

and i wasted your love

for someone who didn't love me back

i lost myself, i didn't see you

so blinded was i

that i forgot about you

when you finally told me

all those things you've been keeping inside

hard slaps slammed across my chest

my heart was beating so loudly

that i can't hear anything

but feel the pain shown from your face

what an idiot i have been

for neglecting 

the one who's been loving

sincerely

all this while

i'm sorry for all the pain

sorry for all the stupid games

i'm sorry for being a liar

when all i should be to you is a star

so now i'm begging you

to give me another chance

i will make it up to you honey

i will be better

for you

and for me

i know this, what i'm writing here

won't win your trust which i have 

stupidly broken

but i know, it will bring me somewhere

closer to you

at least, closer, even if it's only a little

i don't want you to run from me

like i did to you

i want you to stay

and i want you to take my hand

and we will go away

to never, never land.

and i want to make you happy

really happy,

really.

p.s: change/d/-ing/s