contradiction

i love flights but i'm afraid of heights

i love the sea but i'm scared of drowning

i tell the truth but i'm a hypocrite

i tell lies but i'm honest

i'm loud but i'm shy

i'm confident but i'm insecure

i like animals but i hate rats and cockroaches

i love books but i don't read, that much

i'm determined but i'm lazy

i take risks but i'm calculative

i believe in God but i don't the things He asks of me,

much

i'm perfect but i'm human.

p.s: we contradict.