hey you. come here. for a while. it's late. just stay over? oh yeah. we'll sleep outside. let's lay down side by side. hey you, you know what i miss? i miss this. this closeness, this intimacy. we used to talk all night sometimes, we used to smile, make fun of things, joke around, quarrel, hug each other til the morning daylight breaks. i miss that.
you don't? it's only me then. just, hear me out o.k?
i just miss putting my hand around your body, holding you close, i miss the way you'd entwine your fingers in mine, i love kissing your neck early in the mornings, and i miss that voice of yours, when you wake up in the mornings. i love the smell of your hair. i've never said that to you? i love the smell of you. i miss that. that sexy scent you have.
and i jmiss being able to touch you without feeling awkward at all. running my finger on your cheek, making you smile, kissing your lips and putting my palms on your chest, and hearing your heartbeat. i never did show that i cared doing most of these things, but i do, i do. i guess i should've told you bout this.
i miss holding hands with you. that simple gesture, i miss that a lot. i miss laying down on your lap while watching television, or having dinner and lunch, just the two of us. i miss texting you throughout the day, letting you know what i have been up to and what you have been up to and such. i miss having that someone to talk to about everything with.
i miss having someone to wake up to the next day.
i took all of those for granted, like everything else. i am sorry i did't show as much affection as i did. but i'd love to show you them, my affections towards you. i know i can do it. without emotional connection? yeah sure. i don't mind at all. all i want is just a part of your time, and you can have a part of mine, whenever you want to. just, spend some time with me. it is all i'm asking.
a little of your time, for intimacy.
p.s: closeness, i miss.
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